I see you watching me
Even while you're holding hands with her...

I am who I am
And I like that a lot...

As blood drips from my arm
I smile and feel relieved...

Once upon a time I lived a fairytale life
Filled with make believe and lies...

Mascara tears fall down her face
Making her feel so very weak...

You treat me like dirt
And yet I stick around...

Everyday a piece of me dies
Every time I see you with her...

Every time I look at you
I just want to cry...

I cut I bleed
I watch as my crimson sorrows drip away...

As I stare at the stars
I sit and wonder where you are...

Why can't anybody see
That this girl isn't the real me...

Thoughts of suicide race through my head
As I lye awake in my bed...