I am who I am
And I like that a lot...

I used to have such a miserable life
One I solved by using a knife...

This is based on a real event in my life.
I'd finally had enough...

I always have tears in my eyes
Because no one hears my silent cries...

I see you watching me
Even while you're holding hands with her...

I wish I could tell you
What I see in your eyes...

Teardrops fall onto the page
They roll down my cheeks just like rain...

I sit here and wonder
About how my life could've been different...

Sitting all alone in my room
With nothing but my thoughts to occupy me with...

I long for the touch of the razor against my skin
Slowly digging in...

Sitting on her window sill
Reflecting on years past...

Mascara tears fall down her face
Making her feel so very weak...