I remember the way you used to hold me...
And it makes me think about what I lost...

Maybe doing good to people would do something...
Maybe when you help someone weak, it wouldn\'t...

Sitting in this cornor staring at the wall..
Holding on to things and trying to catch it all...

How Could You Sleep..
When someone out there because of you...

Everyday I stay up at night..
Thinking of how you held me tight...

You were my best friend for years..
I told you everything, even my fears...

I watch everyone loving another..
I dont know why i really have to suffer...

God, I ask you to give me a chance..
I want to see the futer, if just a glance...

Sometimes I wish I could just throw my life away..
I hate when I have to suffer thinking about it...

Mom is in her bedroom crying...
Dad said he loved us but he was lying...

Last night I was laying down trying to sleep..
I dont know what got into me but i began to...

Seems like no matter how hard I try...
You hurt me and I begen to die...