I just want to go back to the girl I used to be
the girl everyone knows and loves

You say you want to help me
But how can you do that
Because in order for you to help me
You need to know how I feel.
You can't know how I feel
Unless you feel like me now
And if you feel like me now
How are you supposed to help?

I thought I loved him
So why did I kiss another guy?

I always mess up
Why can't I stop?

Why am I smiling on the outside
When I'm dying on the inside?

It's so hard
To miss the ones
You love and trust
When they're just around
The corner.

But that is all
I have left to do
Since I'm the one
Who pushed them
All away.

When you ask me
What is wrong,
All I have to say
Is everything.

I'm afraid to be alone
Not because I won't know what to do,
But because I know what I will do.

Big Brother: Do you love me?
Me: You know I do.
Big Brother: Then why do you push me away?
Me: (Pause) Because I have to.

Never again let someone
See you cry.
For when they see you cry,
They will know how truly weak you are.