5 more pounds till I damage my health.
15 more pounds till the damage is done.
20 more pounds till my life is over.
40 pounds in total till the deal is done.

Before you smoke weed
You know you will want to eat,
But once your stoned
You know you won't.

When I don't eat I am in control
When I don't eat I am safe

Just because I'm breathing
That doesn't mean I'm living

I would rather be skinny and dead
Then fat and alive

My life as a movie would make millions
Too bad I wouldn't have to lie once

What do you do when you've got a problem,
But you can't talk to anyone about it?
How do you deal with it?

I'm home, in bed,
And feeling much better.
I just had to leave,
And come back home.

Decisions made today
Will be forever lost
In a sea of fear
Tomorrow.

Even if it hurts in the beginning
It's worth it in the end.