I know you care
I know you try...

If only I'd had the guts
To stick it out when you weren't there...

The blood in my veins
Is not mine please take it back...

Behind my tight closed lips,
Pretend you understand my mental blips...

I cry in the dark
But hide from the light...

I haven't seen you
Or spoken to you...

It won't matter
If I die...

If I ever could
Let you into my black heart...

I just need to do this.
Can't you understand...

"Listen!" I'm screaming
But you do not hear...

Alone forever
But that won't be long for me...

Far from you
And far from home...