"Listen!" I'm screaming
But you do not hear...

I just need to do this.
Can't you understand...

Behind my tight closed lips,
Pretend you understand my mental blips...

I know you want to do this,
But before you reach...

I don't do it for the attention,
I don't do it to be different...

I'm sorry Mummy,
If I hurt you...

I'll scream for all the world
But no one ever listens...

I don't know what I'm doing here,
Just trying to get along...

Mute, unable to communicate,
I try to speak but all you hear is hate...

Rain cleanses
Leaving mud...

I think of death sometimes,
Quite a lot in fact...

I'm trying to get up but don't push me,
I've had a hard time this week...