Jealousy

by Nearly but not quite   Apr 19, 2007


I haven't seen you
Or spoken to you
Since we parted,
But I am jealous of her.

I wish passionately
That it was me
M lips locked against yours
My warmth in your bed.

Is it wrong of me?
To want so desperately?
I dumped you
After all.

I sometimes think
I must have been on the blink
My mind malfunctioning
To let you go.

And you loved me so,
Why did I let you go?
But I didn't, did I
I pushed you away.

I felt so guilty
That you loved me
Because I could
Never love you back.

And yet, I'm still jealous
With rage I am tremulous
That she has you
And I don't

And I don't know why.

This is about my ex boyfriend, and the ridiculously complicated feelings I still have for him. Any comments and votes are much apprectiated and I promise the favour will be returned.

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