Why did they kill him, what had he
done...

I thought I saw your shadow at the side of my bed.
Is this really you mum,is this all in my head...

I pray to you god for it is my Mum and boyfriend...
I pray to you God when I lay down to sleep I do...

For all the special things you used to say and do...
When ever you were needed you were always there...

As the world slowly drifts on by.
I sit in my room and wonder why...

Take me please to that
better life...

Making that decision is the hardest thing I have...
Its still hurting real bad it is certainly not...

I miss you so bad, want you back so much.
Just once again I would love to feel...

An Angel came one morning,
A visit he did pay...

You dont know what you have got, untill it is...
It took me a while to realize,god knows how long...

Making that decision was the hardest thing I have...
But since that day, my life has become undone...

I remember the day,as if it were yesterday.
Why did you do it mum, why did you not stay...