Why did they kill him, what had he
done...

I thought I saw your shadow at the side of my bed.
Is this really you mum,is this all in my head...

I pray to you god for it is my Mum and boyfriend...
I pray to you God when I lay down to sleep I do...

As the world slowly drifts on by.
I sit in my room and wonder why...

For all the special things you used to say and do...
When ever you were needed you were always there...

Take me please to that
better life...

Making that decision is the hardest thing I have...
Its still hurting real bad it is certainly not...

I miss you so bad, want you back so much.
Just once again I would love to feel...

An Angel came one morning,
A visit he did pay...

I am missing you so much
I feel so empty inside...

We were alway's together from the start,
but now it feels we are a life time apart...

You dont know what you have got, untill it is...
It took me a while to realize,god knows how long...