I wish we could live in a day
When we weren't told how to live...

Even at the lowest times
Life doesn'tâ??t stop...

You might say I'm beautiful
But you don't know how i feel...

I am so f u c k i n g stupid, why did i eat at all
I was going so good, until that fall...

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with...

Stuck in a hateful state of mind
I hate what i see in the mirror...

I still feel you in my heart
And my wrist shows the scars...

We said we would be friends 4eva
We said nothing could tear us apart...

I don't think i can handle
That my family's no longer whole...

After 22 years of family
How could you walk away...

What has meant everything to me
Is just a part of the past...

Remove the makeup, take away the black eyes
Show the paleness, remove the lies...