Dirty s l u t

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with
The chemicals that i self inflict
But there is a reason behind it

Maybe its that i hate myself
Maybe I'm just never going to be good enough
I just keep filling my head with lies
Because i am really not that tough

I'm sorry to disappoint you all
But all this time I'm helping you
I'm stuck behind the make up and plastic ways
That I've lost myself too

The places I've been
The people I'm friends with
It's all a popularity vote
It's all about being beautifully thin

And i know I'll never make the cut
And meanwhile I'm hurting my real friends
Just another dirty s l u t
And these nightmares never end