She clutches the phone
''listen my voice...

A perfect anger
I'm so very blind today...

Looking out the window
Sitting here in my pretty white nightgown...

"I miss you too,
I so want to be there...

Pretty girl with too many faces
I've been laughing now in all the wrong places...

My heart bleeds for you
I wish I could tell you so...

Dying and denying
I never needed this...

When the blackest stars emerge
each puddle disturbed...

She is cold
a needle lost in a blizzard...

It's time I learnt
I can't be everything...

I couldn't pay attention
all my senses heightened to embrace everything...

Oh boy
You were my one, my one...