I'm addicted.
I can't get free...

My world revolves around it;
Finding new ways to hurt myself...

I used to think
I was strong...

Everyday is a struggle,
Against the urge to use the blade...

My best friends
Are the drugs...

Tell me to my face,
No more sneaking around...

No one can begin to imagine the pain
That I feel right now...

Confusion
Darkness...

I feel so much pain inside,
Why did you do this to me...

Heartache
Hurt...

I look for answers
But just cant find them...

So much hurt
So much pain...