How have I let everything go this far?
It was never my intention...

So much hurt
So much pain...

My world revolves around it;
Finding new ways to hurt myself...

Everyday is a struggle,
Against the urge to use the blade...

My best friends
Are the drugs...

I used to think
I was strong...

Tell me to my face,
No more sneaking around...

No one can begin to imagine the pain
That I feel right now...

Confusion
Darkness...

I feel so much pain inside,
Why did you do this to me...

Heartache
Hurt...

I look for answers
But just cant find them...