Alone in a room, so dark and crowded, with...

Sometimes I feel that I am not good enough for...
That I want to be a different person, one with...

I wish i could find you.
Find you here, now and today...

I wake up in the morning. I move to your side of...
And I remember you're gone. Gone because of me...

I feel so stupid, yet so relieved. I was too...
From the day I met you , screwing me was all you...

A beauty as grand and special as he,
Will never want to be with someone like me...

You look at me innocently with the eyes of a lost...
You whisper to me softly of how much of me you...

I dreamt of him again today. The same as every...
to be continued...

Crying over lost dreams and time's pain;my tears...
It's almost 3 a.m. and I'm still awake.Trembling...

It is the most silent yet precious thing...a...

I will no longer cry of bruised scars that others...
My letters will take my pain away and hide it in a...

Like a recovering dope fiend, I miss it. Going...