Alone in a room, so dark and crowded, with...

Sometimes I feel that I am not good enough for...
That I want to be a different person, one with...

I feel so stupid, yet so relieved. I was too...
From the day I met you , screwing me was all you...

I wish i could find you.
Find you here, now and today...

I wake up in the morning. I move to your side of...
And I remember you're gone. Gone because of me...

A beauty as grand and special as he,
Will never want to be with someone like me...

It is the most silent yet precious thing...a...

You look at me innocently with the eyes of a lost...
You whisper to me softly of how much of me you...

Crying over lost dreams and time's pain;my tears...
It's almost 3 a.m. and I'm still awake.Trembling...

I dreamt of him again today. The same as every...
to be continued...

Rushing, racing. Trying to get there.
Pushing, pulling. Trying to get air...

Like a recovering dope fiend, I miss it. Going...