My soul is empty
A shell I have become...
I'm scared that you won't be there
I'm scared I'll be alone again...
A girl once smiled and laughed
She had innocent thoughts...
The wooden ceiling
The dirt blanket...
I put the knife to my writs and arm
I watch the blood drip to the ground...
The graves are full
Holes dug for the dead...
I wondered what had happened
I asked why...
A soul kind and true
Stole from us so soon...
The few days a week I am happy
Are shot down by knowing the truth...
Everyday is a battle
School is the field...
I sit here in my basement alone you caused me pain...
your entrails...
This knife I hold is a part of me. Someday it wont...