Bleeding heart

The few days a week I am happy
Are shot down by knowing the truth
The morning sun is like beam that hits my heart an tells me a new day comes

My words are getting harder
To speak to you everyday
I need my emotions in line
To get rid of what I feel

Every time you kiss me I feel alive
The empty is gone
The void is filled
But I know I can't be with you

Which empties what you have just filled
The silence I carry
The words I hold inside
Make it harder

I stand alone
Alone again
Please don't leave
I can't stand to see you walk away

Your kiss is what keeps me alive
Not the dead
An not the knife
Hold me an kiss me once more I need to get over it