I play a game at night
When my parents have gone to sleep...

Last night
I managed to write...

I told you I loved you so much
When I said it, it wasn//t a ::lie...

It just hurts so bad
I can//t relive this nightmare...

Lying awake
waiting for 12 o//clock...

You say im perfect
You say im worth it...

My hart was once broken
battered beyond repair...

If I never saw you again
Id not be able to survive...

I cut my flesh to numb the pain
Nobody can understand...

I canâ??t stop thinking of you
And hoping your thinking of me...

I slit my wrists and hope to die
I watch the blood flow down my arm...

You know who you are you lied straight to my face
and the memories i just cant erase...