As I lie here on my death bed now
I think of all the things I never said...

I thought I've grown,
since the last relationship...

My eyes are puffy and red,
warm clear liquid spilling down my cheek...

I'm constantly going and going,
yet I'm no where near my destination...

Sitting outside watching the cars pass by,
head in my hands wondering why...

The voices in my head,
are telling me to run away...

It's hard to not love someone,
when the feelings are there...

I dreamt about you last night,
we were on the beach...

The feelings inside emerges like the slow rise to...
your smile tells me of a story not yet with an...

I don't know why,
but I'm in love with him...

When your sleepy and need a shoulder to lay your...
I will be there...

Looking back on the previous year of our...
seeing things that I didn't notice before, about...