Well I'm afraid of myself.. I have tried to kill myself and number of times but I'm afraid to really die. I moved to the UK for South Africa a few months ago and I'm still very much so alone. Many people have told me to go but to where I belong, however, I was born in the UK. I'm very depressed and I have dreams about killing myself. I would like to get to know people and maybe we can help each other through lifes problems.