Trapped inside this body that I hate
that no one would want to date...

I cant control these crazy feelings
that i am having for you...

Sitting at home, all alone
pacing back and forth...

I thought u were the one when,
we were talking on msn...

To the girls that like to party,
and have a little fun...

The tears falling down my face
sets free the beast inside of me...

I am only me.
i dont see...

This life is getting me so down,
its wearing me out...

I keep screaming, not wanting to live.
wondering why life is so cruel...

Happiness is but a thought,
a distant dream...

Cutting myself,
crying alone in the dark...

Headaches and heartbreaks, and backstabbing...
who could have guessed that everything would end...