Darkness and Oblivion

This life is getting me so down,
its wearing me out.
i think im finally down for the count.
the only friend i have,
is this cold metal blade.
it never lets me down.
the only tears it makes me cry
are tears of blood.
it doesnt matter
because no one cares.
no one will miss me when im gone.
so slowly im slipping away.
fading into darkness and oblivion.
ive been waiting for someone
to catch me before i go in too deep.
do i finally feel arms reaching out
towards me? or is this just a cruel trick?
i hope this is the real thing,
for i can feel ground fast aproaching.
hurry and catch me,
save me from the darkness and nothingness.
i just wish i could be in your arms,
and to feel the warmth of your kiss.
i want to feel the tingles of ur touch,
against my flesh.
will this ever come true?
i dont know,
but i will be waiting for the day,
that you take me in your arms,
and kiss me longily on the lips,
to just be there close,
so i can hear your heartbeat,
then have ours become one
steady beat.
oh how i long for this day
to come.
until then,
i must keep falling into darkness and oblivion.