A jolt in the stomach
the leap of my heart...

I remember when your glance made me smile
When the sound of your voice made it all worth...

Plunge me in the ice cold water
Let me feel the numbing sting...

I'm hoping, I'm praying, I'm pleading, I'm...
I've made a fool of myself, that I fully know, but...

Anger
Pain...

You dont know the hardships of life
You dont know friendships that cause strife...

If you're not in love you don\'t know how to...
You don't kno wut its like to give all you have...

I'm dizzy.
Dizzy from everything new I've encountered...

Yeah so maybe i'm a little impatient,
but thats never gonna change...

I feel alone: so Isolated
its like by everyone Im hated...

As the scattered facets of my existence
reveal themselves on a blank canvas...

I'm a mess,
But nobody sees that...