You pushed me and shoved me and I fell in
I swallowed and choked on the grimy water...

Shivers wrack my body
As pain sears through my heart...

Holding hands
Walking through the park...

I feel so out of tune
And deprived of your love...

I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...

I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...

I'm so confused and don't know what to do
I miss you, yet I miss him also...

My heart is in fragments which break and crumble
I become more numb and silent with each passing...

Where are you in this world?
Will I find you or will you find me...

My emotions are not a child's toys
They are a part of me...

I swim to wash away that dirty feeling
To even cleanse my soul...

You keep yelling at me,
Pushing me over the edge...