You asked me to be your girlfriend
And I said yes...

It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit...

I'm for real
And I don't like playing games...

I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...

I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...

I'm so confused and don't know what to do
I miss you, yet I miss him also...

My heart is in fragments which break and crumble
I become more numb and silent with each passing...

It shouldn't have happened
I don't understand why I couldn't back down...

Why did I screw up?
Why couldn't I just say no...

I called and called
But no one ansered...

I feel so out of tune
And deprived of your love...

Holding hands
Walking through the park...