Table is set, plates so neatly arranged
Anyone watching, would consider this strange...

Delicate flowers
blooming, peeking through white snow...

I don't even know what I am writing, only that my...
No thoughts, emotions, feelings. Just empty. Numb...

Trusted you absolutely, yet you tore me straight...
Your actions resulted, in breaking an eleven year...

Lying alone in her room, salty tears pouring down...
All elegance has been lost, she's falling from...

Heart disintegrates
cold, frozen; lonely inside...

He’s sexy and he’s mean
His soul is nowenowhere to be seen...

Supportive words, honest words, loving words all...
Though they can't always be there or may be oceans...

Lonesome seagulls chasing for stars
suavely flying before an eternal paradise...

I read an entry in my diary last night
The one dated June 2004...

Knowing that it's become second nature
Hiding the deviousness in my eyes...

You think you're so clever
Calling me on the phone...