It's getting closer to when I'll see you again
And I'm a little nervous I admit...

Leaving flowers at my home
Sending countless notes...

I don't know what happened
Where did we go wrong...

Sometimes;
I get an urge to write, where my entire...

When I want to break down and cry
Instead I will smile...

There was a time when I believed,
I was only placed upon this Earth...

To all the people who hurt me
To all the people who couldn't let me be...

Life is finally working out
It's no longer filled with screams and shouts...

Vilifying, egotistical and stoical
Ignorance has become your trademark...

Her only contact is that of self abuse
and the demons whispering cruelly...

No matter what I do
Just can't escape this pain...

Smiling each and every day
Hiding the pain within...