Seems all you want to do is criticize
When once we were the very best of friends...

As alcohol numbs the pain,
smooth liquid blots it all out...

Despair clucthes, his grip slowly tightening
His fingers becoming my own special noose...

I'll always
Be invisible...

Grasping that beautiful picture
Tightly in both my hands...

**Collab with Robert Kerry Gardiner**
Desire flickering within my eyes...

Tears pouring down her face
Wondering why he's chosen her...

I'm letting
All my anger go...

Feigning emotions once more
illusory promises dripping...

Constantly, it seems she has a smile upon her face
Never once letting her real emotions show...

Kiss me goodbye-my time to leave
Ignorantly blissful, people are to truth...

Almost eight years to the day..and you're still in...
Although the pain has lessoned, it seems I'm still...