You ask if i'm mad at you while all this time I was wondering if you even considered me a friend

You say you care,
You say I can talk to you about anything,
You say that you will always be there for me,
But how come when i need you most all you can think about is yourself?

I want the world to view me as the girl who is always smiling, even when on the insdie it hurts to much to even frown