well
it all has changed so much

along with myself, i am "blue eyes" that all my friends know and love. ever get that feeling that your life just isnt complete and that feeling of something is lost that grows inside....ever have that? it sucks.

to start
i am 16, i love writing my poetry, my newest pple love reading it all. they just wish i wasnt so honest, (ironic if they knew me in the past) my sister is still the only one i will ever trust completely.
my bestfriend faith, lives far away, to be soft about it.
she left school in october and i remember the night holding her tight and not wanting to let go. then i did, the biggest mistake of my life.
needless to say, make it all short and um...sour...
i gave myself a week and couldnt pick a good reason to stay in the still movie that was torture...so i left the place, i let go before it totally destroyed me. november 13, 2006
i like to call it "making up my mind"
i chose...i stepped up instead of down.

i am engaged...yay. lol. to my bestfriend and my life
faith danyelle.
i love helping my friends and i've made alot of friends just by helping people. the best of them always say i have a gift when it comes to advise and guidance of my peers. so thats what im here for.

now...i write it all out today and everyother time i feel appropriate...
unfortunatly...addictions came with the withdrawl on that sweet november day. the sweaters cover it all...

enjoy the poetry.
e-mail if ya want, roxycheetah2009@aim.com and if you need to talk. tell me ya need my # and im there. im never gone.