Imagine how many stories are hidden under just one smile

I didnt sleep last night. My mind wandered off to you. Not how great you are or about distant memories of us, no, that ship has sailed. I thought about how you shattered my heart and all of the ways I could set fire to your things without getting caught

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue

My palms were sweaty and my heart grew big
My leg, my leg was shaking
How badly I wanted you with me
You came to me and said "This could be something"
I'll take something over nothing anyday

And I was hoping maybe that you'd tell me someday you finally feel okay, and maybe I won't worry about things that make you hurry to get through these days.

Let's dance to joy division, and celebrate the irony. Everything is going wrong, but we're so happy. Let's dance to joy division, and raise our glass to the ceiling. Cause this could all go so wrong, but we're so happy.

Smiles like yours are hard to find.

I cry at weddings and hospitals make me nervous. I'm sarcastic to a fault, but it doesn't matter;
I can be pretty mean for naive is my middle name and I don't believe in perfect love, but it doesn't matter;
He thinks it's cute.

Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
So use it and prove it
Remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing, I'm bluesing
But you can save me from madness

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
my independence seems to vanish in the haze. But
every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that
I just need you like, I've never done before.