Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed, but I can't help but analyze each word and how you looked at me. I spend my nights dreaming of just how you will ruin me.

And you see it's hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don't know exactly how it is
That we can be so mad we consider to not exist
And we both know there's so much love clenched within our fists

I hope that I can say the things I wish I'd said
to sing my soul to sleep and take me back to bed.
You want to be alone when we could be alive instead.

Keep quiet, sweetheart, don't say another word.
Let your body do all the talking. And let mine take
yours for granted because I'm thinking the worst,
and you brought this on yourself.

Its simple you say you've seen better days, and now I guess we go our separate ways. Heres one for my loneliness and two for how we used to be, three strikes to my empty chest and four all my jealousy.

We're on a wire, but it's better than drowning.
And I don't care if I fall because I've never been higher.
Everything's changing, but I don't care for sameness
cause safety makes graves for the fearful.

Heres to the liars and the cheaters and the cold mistreaters
To the Momas boys who cant make a stand
to the superficial players
The 'I love ya' too-soon-sayers
If you hear me girls, raise your hand
Heres to findin a good man

Cause you're hoping you're wrong and every time he does something that tells you he's no good, you ignore it. And every time he comes through and surprises you, he wins you over and you lose that argument with yourself that he's not for you

I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday. When did society decide that we have to change or wash a T-shirt after every individual use? If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.

And I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too much and don't believe much in anything.