I don't know how..
I don't know how to hold you without shaking.

There's more than blood that beats through my heart..

Said, "I used to have a life once.."
He said, "I used to like your smile once.."

If love is surrender
then whose war is it anyways?

If you know what's good for me,
why would I be leaving you?

& just for once, could you let me finish my sentence?

I don't know how long I can hold my heart in two.

Used to be one of the rotten ones
and I liked you for that..

Bleeding shows how weak i am -- and how bad i want-- need it

Suicididal tendencies -- taking charge.
self-inflicted wounds -- slice my arms.