I know you never meant to do everything you put me through
It's okay I forgive you Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

These pills aren't working anymore
My eyes are gouged out and rolling under the door
It blacks out the
Nightmare you wouldn't believe

Well, I think I'm trying to wake up, but I can't

Tonight, I don't even have the stars
To hold onto

All my life ive been sorry for something.
something gets me nothing,
and nothings a waste.

If i could say the words, the ones i know i should.
if i could say the words, the ones you wish you heard.
would you love or would you hate me again?

You could be the reason i cry...
You could be the reason i love..
You could be the reason why.

Suicididal tendencies -- taking charge.
self-inflicted wounds -- slice my arms.

Bleeding shows how weak i am -- and how bad i want-- need it

Used to be one of the rotten ones
and I liked you for that..