Bleeding shows how weak i am -- and how bad i want-- need it

Suicididal tendencies -- taking charge.
self-inflicted wounds -- slice my arms.

I never seem to lose control with you.

Every second im without you im a mess

Without you, everything falls apart.

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I tought that being strong meant never losing self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain, from my eyes. tonight I wanna cry.

Everytime that your around it cuts my throat,
everytime that your around to bring the clouds.
it so hard to show.

Sometimes when im alone i hear your voice.
sometimes when im alone i wanna die.
it's so hard to show.

If i could say the words, the ones i know i should.
if i could say the words, the ones you wish you heard.
would you love or would you hate me again?

You could be the reason i cry...
You could be the reason i love..
You could be the reason why.