Sometimes when I
feel really sad...

Father watched you sleeping,
He stood in the door...

I would jump in front of a train
To end my searing pain...

They placed you in my arms.
I was too scared to breathe...

Listen to the rain,
Can you hear it...

Be strong my soldier,
Fight with pride...

I saw that you were down,
But I didn't know what to do...

It doesn't make you a bad person,
Not knowing what I do...

I held the blade to my wrist,
It wouldn't be long...

Every day had its showers of pain,
That came and went like the rain...

Sorry I made you cry,
Sorry I didn't make you proud...

Slip away in soft slumber,
Close those beautiful eyes...