Don't get me wrong
i don't want to die...

On a summer day
when no more rain drops...

a puzzle in a box
incomplete and lost...

Sitting here up at night
looking at the sky...

Missing the past
looking up at the stars...

Why should I live in a world like this,
where everything in life has a twist...

Lost in the dark
as my soul falls apart...

Confusion builds like a tower
stretching over many hills...

Sleep deprived
forgot whats the time...

restrictions,
losing convictions...

rapid fluttering through stream lines
arising at inconvenient times...

I hate myself and what I have become, I hate...
I want more from myself then what I can give, I...