I am happy that I saw her
Though I was really nervous to be there...

What is essence can it be defined
Is it morals and personality...

I have been molding my mind
Changing what I am in any given time...

The darkness I feel it once again
Humanity is dieing or was it a lie...

I am confused
Mind beaten and battered...

I am happy you told
Even if the words seemed cold...

Do I poison whoever I touch?
Do I make them fear so much...

My mind is chaotic
always changing...

When I was little and in elementary school
I was a contemplating demon not a fool...

Like can lead to love
love can fill your heart...

Love and hate so closely bounded in fate
Both intense and without sense...

I know that I am ill
My mind wont let her go...