I am confused
Mind beaten and battered...

The darkness I feel it once again
Humanity is dieing or was it a lie...

When I was little and in elementary school
I was a contemplating demon not a fool...

She can make or break me
She could condemn me or set me free...

I know that I am ill
My mind wont let her go...

In the utter blackness of my dreams
so strange and bizarre yet it seems...

My inner most desires
Dark as the cold coals of dead fires...

I hate him so much
For hurting her heart with his touch...

I fell to the ground and shattered
My mind laid on the ground tattered...

What is my she thinking
What I have heard has left my heart sinking...

My soul is in pain
It is twisting...

Pain it tickles
feeling pain pointless...