I'm sitting here in my room
staring at my wall...
Why do I have to be the way I am
its hard to explain how it feels...
Oh when I see you
Your hair like golden honey...
Is life really worth living
when people run around...
I'm drifting through life
with no one here beside me...
Here I am big and fat
and theres nothing I can do...
Sitting here in my room
with nothing at all to do...
Sitting here talking to you
wanting so bad to speak my mind...
I have gone through life
Trying to absorb as much as I can...