I'm sitting here
Watching you over there...

My friend has gone and left
In this cold place still I reside...

My friends say
That you can't see...

Do you even bother to care?
To notice how how I look at you...

Written: 8.30.05
I'm sorry I'm not younger...

I'm crying alone in this world
No one bothers to care...

Who would have thought
One person could change my life...

Wild winds rake the land
With a long fingernailed hand...

Crying upon the stone
As the days of old die away...

As I sit here
I know I have nothing to fear...

I walk down a dark street
Walking alone forever...

Layin here on the kitchen floor
A pool of blood around my wrist...