All I do is lie here thinking of you
Wishing you were here...

I can't eat
I can't sleep...

I sit here and visualize the days that have passed...
back to the lonely nights spent staring into the...

This is really crazy, where are all my poems. who...
why. i want that back now...

I'm lost in a whirlwind of confusion,
hatred, lies, illusions...

I thought i willed all my feelings away
i thought melancholy had suffocated my heart away...

Nothing is forever
is what someone once told me...

I hear temptation calling me
far away from the trenches of my soul...

I never thought that liking you would hurt me this...
Nor did i know that you never really cared...

When you look at me
a rose in a middle of a garden of thorns...

I never thought this could ever happen to me
How could someone mean so much to me...

Is what I often say
no more of these tears...