Your always drinkin just to get by
your words are lost as you fake a smile
you never know just how lucky you are
until your entire life walks out the door
with it goes everything you live for.

I could of sworn we had something, but i guess that was just me. and i guess it just goes to show that no matter what kind of pain life may bring, you can never really preparing for something heart breaking.

I was looking for a way out of the pain
and it felt so right the way you said my name
but you we're nothing as you seemed
i needed somebody to love me
and i was searching in the wrong direction
i must of lost sight of what i was searching for.

Can anybody tell me why i feel the way i do?
constantly worn out
and aching for you.
and when i wake up in the morning,
and nobody is by my side
ill whisper to myself i knew it
the entire time.

That smile on your face
disguised your evil ways
you filled my head with lies
so i wouldnt recognize
what your intentions really were.

They say our wounds will heal with time,
but the pain grew worse, and more defined.

Trying to lie to myself
when really your the only one i want
trying to front like he's my everything
when your my dream
i just need to drop you
so i can get on with my life
stop playing with my emotions
just leave me alone
please

I dont know whats wrong with me
and i dont know why when i close my eyes your the one i see
& i know im just living a lie
trying to pretend im fine
when im not alright
i need you in my life

She's so troubled, she's so damaged
all her words are built off being hurt and anger
all the times she's cried
all the pain that fills her life
her mouth will never let her tell
but she needs to let it out
and she doesnt know how.

All these years ive been licking my wounds,
but they keep seeping deeper and deeper
every step i take
leads to heart break after heart break
what did i do to deserve the pain that ive endured?
i can only bear so much.