Sometimes i just wanna fly away
just get up and run really, really far away
hold the tears back and fly
then get to my destination and cry
and breathe and leave
my past behind.

No matter how hard i try,
i cant let anyone get close to me
emotionally.
i can only replace my love
with my body.
physically
in a failed attempt to find happiness
instantly.
and yeah it works, but only
momentarily.

Eating late doesnt give you nightmares each night
and the absence of sun doesnt strip away the light from ur life
its not the wind that grabbed your shoulder and threw you to the ground
no its not the rain that brings all the clouds.

He said why are you so troubled
i said theres so much about me
you just dont know
he said why wont you let me love you
i said im not someone you want to love.

I just feel so fxckin stupid
i dont know how i could be so dumb
i need to wrap my heart up
before its too late and i get hurt.

She just wants to cry
all day and all night
until darkness fades away
and her world is filled with light
she has nobody to confide in
she cant trust anyone with her soul
shes broken into a million pieces,
just trying to be whole.

Forgive me if i sound confused
im just a girl
whose heart is bruised
the scars prove ive lived a life of pain
they make me who i am
they complete my name
im making it barely,
but i'll make it there, cuz
i need to get outta here
i swear.

Im a prisoner of a broken heart
my hands are cuffed behind my back
and i cant come undone
without the key
im long gone
your a game to me,
and i've already lost .

But these cold empty walls are of my making
i created them, and they have me shaking
my heart is wrapped up
never coming undone
i thought this was love
but i see now im wrong.

Because i realized that in the end this love thing is just a game
and now i just want to hear you scream my name
no psychological attraction
im done with the pain
cant fall in love
this heart is on lock down
because the pain is done