And thats the reason why i was the way i was
and i acted that way
i just needed someone to love me so badly
because i really wasnt okay .

And thats exactly what i did;
the very thing i promised myself i wouldnt
i fell in love with him.
and for once it feels like something.

He's the one that deserves your love:
he's seen your heart rise and fall
he stuck by you through it all
he's dried your eyes through the bitterest
tears
made you smile, cleared your fears.
but u always waste it on the one that does u wrong.

Go, GO, GO, everybody always has to go, everybody's always going. where the fxck does everybody go, when they have to go?
-from the movie "Gia"

"she was like a little puppy, she needed someone to love her, it was like -love me, love me, love me. and i did, i did love her"
-from the movie "Gia"

Girl, you need to open up your eyes and see, with him is where your not supose to be.

She took a step back
& the tears fell like broken glass
she cant even breathe,
time is moving fast, she's running out
she takes a step foward
& says she sees the way out
& she's gonna take it.

What you want from me
is why i should of waited,
you took advantage of my misplaced spirit
& left my whole world tainted.
& im not gonna lie when people ask me why im shakin
ill say
"he hurt me in ways beyond imagination."

I tend to forget what really matters
in the presence of a broken heart
i get selfish; cause im scared
to love again;
because it always falls apart
.

We lie to ourselves because the truth fxckin hurts.