"she was like a little puppy, she needed someone to love her, it was like -love me, love me, love me. and i did, i did love her"
-from the movie "Gia"

Go, GO, GO, everybody always has to go, everybody's always going. where the fxck does everybody go, when they have to go?
-from the movie "Gia"

He's the one that deserves your love:
he's seen your heart rise and fall
he stuck by you through it all
he's dried your eyes through the bitterest
tears
made you smile, cleared your fears.
but u always waste it on the one that does u wrong.

And thats exactly what i did;
the very thing i promised myself i wouldnt
i fell in love with him.
and for once it feels like something.

And thats the reason why i was the way i was
and i acted that way
i just needed someone to love me so badly
because i really wasnt okay .

Because i realized that in the end this love thing is just a game
and now i just want to hear you scream my name
no psychological attraction
im done with the pain
cant fall in love
this heart is on lock down
because the pain is done

But these cold empty walls are of my making
i created them, and they have me shaking
my heart is wrapped up
never coming undone
i thought this was love
but i see now im wrong.

Im a prisoner of a broken heart
my hands are cuffed behind my back
and i cant come undone
without the key
im long gone
your a game to me,
and i've already lost .

Forgive me if i sound confused
im just a girl
whose heart is bruised
the scars prove ive lived a life of pain
they make me who i am
they complete my name
im making it barely,
but i'll make it there, cuz
i need to get outta here
i swear.

She just wants to cry
all day and all night
until darkness fades away
and her world is filled with light
she has nobody to confide in
she cant trust anyone with her soul
shes broken into a million pieces,
just trying to be whole.