I'm crippled by
the pain, and fear...

I am soft and wide
like hips that have seen childbirth...

Perhaps today
will be inspiring...

I struggle with the button on my jeans. Jacket...

Perhaps
the time I saw you...

What is it
I'm afraid you'll see...

Today I am empty
all I hold is...

Footsteps on a dark path,
following faraway lights that shimmer on a hill...

We were floating away,
ethereal like the shimmer of sun...

The hole in your heart
where the moon once lived...

I see You, God
when i'm outside...

I am learning
to rest...