Fighting myself
fallin' into the dark...
This morning I woke up shaking.
Scared and shaking so hard...
Mix it slowly-
silver spoon...
I cry myself to sleep at nights
pretending with the lights turned out...
Speak slowly to me
as you touch my lips...
O Love, how ardent be
the words with which I would woo thee...
....such cold warmth
air rising...
Sleepy hands are tracing fire,
as your fingers dance across my knee...
Some days I wonder why life's hard
and some days I wonder...
Somewhere, perhaps California
there are lemon trees, full and green...
Stay with me
I grow softer at your touch...
I am electric.
Full of streaming lights and silence...