When the heart shatters, the soul breaks, and the spirit fades. Lies on top of lies and crappy to finish it off. Coughing up blood and lungs now curled on the floor waiting for the last breath.

My body freezes my beath is cold the room is dark. Death takes me by the hand and slowly drags me down to the ferryman and then to nothing.

I'm smiling because I received a gift. I opened it up and got four new shiny blades all for me. :)
Not just any blades various in size but all machetes. :)

Come now sweet death, i embrace thee!

Give unto me death to set free all that abandon me!
Now you all can smile and be pain free as I fade away from your memory!

I can remember how long it takes but at least I can see smiles as this blood pours out and I grow cold.

Priest: Your body is a temple of god!
Me: Your god does not live here priest!
He's abandoned me just like everyone else!
So stuff your prayers and save your breath!

You have your happiness, so now I can have my death.

Who could ever love a monster like me... What was I thinking

I never matted, you never cared, so let me go out with a big bang! Last one and the bottle is almost done.