I have only one and one thing only
I wish to be yours from today til the end...
As the silver blades slid on my wrist
I think of everything on my death list...
I bit my lip
and close my eyes...
As I sit here on my bed
All I think about is you...
I know that you are a soldier
I know its very true...
She kneels down on her knees
and bows her head...
I can't take this pain anymore
Its killing me inside...
Every night I lay in bed just thinking of you
I tried to remember how much fun we had...
No one will listen to me when I say I am in pain
I have tried so many times to tell you...
Listen here my friend
I have something to say...
As the silver blade slits my wrist
I don't think of anything...
I write in my journal of everything done wrong
I try not to think of anything else...